Hey all,
I, Maria, just wanted to take a moment to thank all of you who've read the blog posts and shared with friends, family, etc. It really does mean a lot to us if you've done any of these things, or commented on something we've written here. Thank you for reading our stories, even though most of the things here haven't been the usual good ones people would write on most blogs. We're really just doing our best with what we have, and I'm searching franticly through our documents looking for something uplifting to share here. But right now all I can come up with, even talking to the others within me, is more of our history and a lot of that is dark and depressing. I'm trying to find humour in it, but it's just lacking, accept for the parts where someone makes a remark about how we're just faking being multiple and I want to laugh and make a snarky comeback to their face.
I'm truly greatful for those of you who've stuck around through all these dark depressing posts and I wanted to say I'm doing what I can to find some kind of good side to it all.
I thought I had after posting Shifting Focus, but that turned out to be a dead end. I guess after everything that's gone on I'm lost still looking for some good in the chaos that is my life. I appreciate all of you who've kept reading through this mess even though it's not the sort of content people normally blog about, and I'll do my best to find something good to put up here.
Thanks,
Maria and the whole of the system.